When the model is right, the mood is right, the dynamic is right, the excitement is right, the trust is right, and we are both turned on or at the very least excited, i will come out of the dark and post the best shit ive ever made. And if nobody buys it cuz its two trans girls, i wont give a shit. Im not afraid of failure. I live and breathe failure. Walk up to me on the street, and i will tell you every failure i have ever had in my life.
A lots changed. Ive changed. My body has changed. Even what turns me on has changed. Moving to a new city, losing my best friend/business partner/girlfriend of five years, losing 200 videos, starting hormones, and discovering a dormant mental illness over the course of ONE WINTER proved more than my video business could handle. Ive picked up the phone. I accept this. Sometimes,
You have to destroy the past before you can create the future. I will always love top quality wam content. And one day, hopefully, everything will line up and youll get a new video from me where the fun and passion is really THERE. cheers :)
This isnt me quitting. This is just picking up the phone. And ive been silent for longer than you guys deserve. After five years, i started, i endured, and i eventually failed. But failure is only the beginning of true growth. No promises, but believe me. I can make really cool ass art when im not doing it out of pressure to survive.
e, so please do not take my silence personally. I am doing my best and when I come back, the content you see will not be anything this website has seen before.
I dream of a day where i no longer make art to survive, and instead, i follow a reasonably easy 9-5 routine to survive and I wait to make art. I wait until its time to produce a video that i genuinely think the world needs. I wait to produce, not even a WAM video maybe. Something purely focused on the trans community. Another dream would be to hire only trans women models from now on, because of how sexy we are and how underrepresented we are. My mental health has been the worst its been in my life.
Hello darlings! I hate ghosting people! But thats been happening to so many of you reaching out to me. so instead of explaining things individually, I will go ahead and leave a memo here!
I have read all the messages I have received. The truth is, I have been in a mental health crisis for the past six months. Things aren't exactly "getting better", but they are transforming. The transformation has challenged me like nothing ever has. In the process, I have effectively gone out business. I cannot do this full time anymore. However, as i transition into a 9-5 lifestyle, I look forward to getting away from the business and getting back to what made me start this- fun and passion. Im sorry for not getting back. Your support still matters :)
Sort of! The first messy forfeit was pieing the back of her leather jeans, pieing her satin panties, and then making her put her jeans back on over the messy panties.
A comfortable model is key to her being present, funny, sexy, and feminine... Yet it's also key to me knowing I am doing everything right as a producer. When you are a photographer, it's easy to hide if the model is having a bad day, or is tired, or doesn't trust you, or feels creeped out. However, if you are a video producer, you can can do no such thing. Emotions come through on video. As a producer, my videos are emotional. I want them to be emotional. I am upset when I produce a clip that looks good- works well enough- but doesn't have a build up and release of emotion. The only anxiety we should be picking up on camera is anxiety about being slimed... not anxiety about being on set. Just an interesting topic I felt like sharing :)
Thanks for the shoutout Dormant! Yes, I can attest to the fact that Natalie, on a personal level, is a super awesome, honest and inspiring person to know! She is the final boss of alternative punk chicks who can take an insane level pieing and sliming!
Another incredibly busy week of filming
Normally by now, i would have uploaded a brand new scene. I am debating between getting to it tonight and releasing it for Saturday, or waiting until next mid-week. Either way there is so much content you wouldn't believe it. I will basically be having all-new scenes every week hitting my clipstores, onlywam and Patreon until October. Yeah, you heard that right! Buckle up!
Scene: Marsha Pies You In the Face (wamdom Messy Femdom)6/8/23report
I've been putting this off for literally a month, because it's so hard to make this call officially, but me and Misses won't be able to attend this year. Way too many destabilizing things have come up since I got the plane tickets. Sorry for anybody who may be disappointed. Misses and I are fine FYI. Hopefully life will be more normal for the 30th anniversary.
I've been putting this off for literally a month, because it's so hard to make this call officially, but me and Misses won't be able to attend this year. Way too many destabilizing things have come up since I got the plane tickets. Sorry for anybody who may be disappointed. Misses and I are fine FYI. Hopefully life will be more normal for the 30th anniversary.
Favorite feeling ever? Delivering a fully finished custom to a customer, and hearing their initial response! It's a ton of work from start to finish but hearing back from them is just the greatest feeling.
I'm genuinely glad you're digging this! Only thing is, comments like this get in my nerves. I could have very well let her be barefoot, but the shoes were an artistic choice that I know the true majority of people also appreciate. I think it IS perfect just as it is.
Scene: Kat Hobbs First Time Obliterated with Pies and Slime10/6/22report
First off, amazing as always, Alana. Second off. How the fuck did you do this? :bahaha: :bahaha: :bahaha: :bahaha: :bahaha: :bahaha: and where is everybody????
Been staring at your stills for days. She is beautiful and you are a gifted producer. The outfit, camera quality, slime quality and framing is top tier.
We will be permanently relocating out of the south and into a different part of the country. We have unedited footage of scenes that we will upload once we have a place with wifi setup. Thank you for your patience! New content is still on the way.
Just a quick reminder that it is you all, the fans, customers and supporters, who make our content what it is. We are nothing without you guys. UMD is an amazing place and we are so thankful to be on here and share our art. Have a lovely rest of the weekend.
Made custard from scratch for the first time, and let mommy dump it all over me in my red satin shirt. She orgasmed twice while saying mean things to me after. It was everything. I love watching my Misses become more Bd more dominant the more new submissives she acquires.
Glad you all enjoyed this week's download! I just uploaded a gem to be released this Thursday. Our early access subscribers can watch the entire thing now! Cover pic is in pre release photos.
I didn't see any of these until now. Thank you so much! It was 1.5 weeks ago and let me tell you, that's how long it took to recover from it. I'm all better and back to working as usual, so expect more great stuff soon!
Thank you all for your continued engagement and support on our scenes. We have been having a lot of fun with trying new stuff for customs. I'm excited to announce that over the course of this month, we've got some unique ideas in the works and you all are going to see us go outside of the typical bathtub more! Gotta keep it fresh! Hope you all have been enjoying the latest stuff.
Hey everybody, we are safe and almost fully unaffected from Hurricane Laura. The storm got us behind on our filming schedule, but worry not! If you're a full access subscriber, you may notice that we don't have a scene for this Wednesday (full moon) yet. But we will be filming something really special and fun tomorrow morning, and I will try to give you at least a day of pre-access dibs. Thank you!
Every like, every comment, every message and every buy truly counts. We couldn't do this without you. Thank you all so much, from the bottom of our hearts.
Misses has wisdom teeth surgery tomorrow, and she will be out of commission for some time. In these times that obviously makes finances a crunch, but that's fine. It's not easy for any of us, and we are humbled by your continued engagement and support through these hard times. We will keep uploading a full length clip each week regardless
(plus more bits) because THAT IS WHAT WE DO!! You guys are gonna love what we have in store. Thank you all so much for your support and have a great week.
If you noticed us being extra quiet/slow with new uploads, it's because we are finally moving!! We LOVE the new space!! Nothing like wood floors and a bathtub.
Important announcement: From this point forward, we will be downgrading from full-time weekly uploads to uploading somewhere between once or twice a month. Acknowledging our lowered upload frequency, we have lowered the top tier price down to $40. Cheers!
So glad you guys liked "Only the Pours". I suppose that I could've also named it, "Season 1 recap" seeing as we uploaded regularly for like 6 months!!!! That being said, Season two starts this week on Thursday!! Yay!! Thanks for all of the love and support.