So I had a splathq gunge experience. Was a lot of fun and my first real gunging.

This is a short clip.

Whilst watching back tho I realise how much pressure many of us gays put on appearance. During this I wore a lot of Lycra, which I never wear. I loved it for the gunge and the feel, but seeing myself is hateful.

The rolls of fat really disgust me. I've lost a lot of weight. I've also been thinner than I am now but also massively bigger. Yet I just can't be happy with my appearance. So sorry for all this ranting, I've tried to choose a bit where I can feel comfortable enough to share a view of me. Yet I'll never be happy with it.