Sorry you are going through so much all at once; it does sound like you have a lot on your plate but that's at least good to think of it as transformation. I think that's wise that you're waiting for the day when you can create art out of desire, not to survive. Otherwise only the most commercially popular, guaranteed-sales stuff would be out there.
By all means, take the time for yourself and when everything is right, you'll no doubt create something amazing! When that time comes, if you're okay with it I would still be very interested helping behind the scenes. The Pgh filmmaking scene is fascinating (I did a zombie film before that never saw the light of day) and I'm fascinated by the technical aspects of it all.
"I dream of a day where i no longer make art to survive, and instead, i follow a reasonably easy 9-5 routine to survive and I wait to make art. I wait until its time to produce a video that i genuinely think the world needs." This part really hit home for me as it's been something I've wanted in my life, too. I've been effectively unemployed since last July (doing lyft but that's hardly a full time job with those wages) and all I want to do is invest in my tarot business, but I need time and money to make it all happen. My health and depression have hit a sever low lately, too, especially since I had a job offer on the table as of last month but they rescinded at the last minute.
LarzstordScene: Larzstord Is Totally Slimed and Pied by The Fetish Couple10/20/23report
Larzstord is seriously HOT - just like the Misses! I'd love to see a video where the two of them trash and splosh each other - and if the clothes cum off, even better :)
JasonPinasterScene: Larzstord Is Totally Slimed and Pied by The Fetish Couple10/18/23report
Ive not been able to purchase this but as someone who knows Natalie personally, I can't stress how great of a model she is. She's a total natural and an amazing sport. This is in no way a paid comment, but if you like to see women who enjoy getting messy and give amazing reactions, this vid is for you, as The Fetish Couple is one of the top producers in the game. And if you're wondering, YES! this is the same Natalie who worked with me on my previous Messy Pie Slut store back in 2020. You won't want to miss this video if you're a fan of Alt/Punk girls as she's one of the chillest, most down to earth models you could possibly work with. Props to FC for working to get her back in the game and blasting her with their top quality mess!
dormantScene: Natalie Is Barraged with a Dozen Pies and Slime in PVC Dress9/9/23report
Oh man! Natalie of 'Messy Pie Slut'? :loveeyes:
This obviously means she's due the slime and pies treatment herself soon... :loveeyes: Honestly can't wait. She is soooooooooo hot!
HolysmokeScene: Natalie Pies You in the Face Wearing Black PVC9/4/23report
The way she quietly says, "You need to oink for me a little bit" makes me cum in my PVC underpants.
I would give anything for her to publicly cream pie me somewhere, taunting me the whole entire time. I would definitely "oink" for her and enjoy her laughing at me as well as all the strangers watching. I would wear my baby Pink PVC suit from Make It Kinky. :ohno: